If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best.

Im complicated and confusing. I get everything wrong, and make mistakes constently. Im still trying to find myself, in this critising world of haterd and love and it's not an easy road to walk. but i've learnt to walk with his hand in mine, so slowly im getting there. Things are getting easier, and less confusing.

Haterd is slowly disappearing as love over powers.


Wednesday, March 31, 2010

The Boyfriend And the so called Best Friend.


So, The new school?



Yeah it's okay i guess. I meet this kid, and i don't know what you could call what we have but i fell for him the second i seen him, But love's not a strong enough word. I cant leave his side for a single second with out missing him, And i feel lost when he isn't holding my hand or is touching me in some way. I pretty much adore him, i guess you could say. And to be honest, i never believed in love before i met him. I had given up on ever finding someone who i felt this strongly about, because i just didn't think it existed. And in all honestly, i still don't believe that this is actually real. I don't understand how this has happened. Although everyone hates me because I'm with him, and i get bitched about every second of the day, every time i walk into the room, i couldn't be any happier then i am.
I Love You;





And so much for the 'best friend' She has gone off and bitching about me, saying, in her words ''She is jealous of me because I'm so much prettier then her and i have bigger tits then her, ha ha she was sooking the whole time because i was walking around in a bra" Darling, i was complaining because your fat, and you needed to put some clothes on before i vomited. But like you would know, you are to busy pashing one guy, (lets call him Dave) While you have a boyfriend ( James) And then asking another guy ( Ben) To go skinny dipping with you and telling him you would take your top off for him anyday, Do you not have any respect for James*? And for the same matter Ben*s Girlfriend? who is meant to be your friend, who i will be telling as soon as i see her about this? Christ, i thought you had some respect, and dignity, but obvs not. 'well darling, You've lost all the respect i had for you. Have a nice life, With which ever unlucky guy gets stuck with you. Because sooner or later everyone is going to realise what a lying bitch you are(: