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Ask me something, im effing bored and about to go to bedd. http://formspring.me/iloveyouFAG

Things you should probably know:

• Don't ask me 'What's wrong?' or 'Are you okay?' ; Unless you like to be ignored.
• Don't tell me you understand, You don't know shit about my life.
• Don't tell me you love me, Then just end up leaving anyway.
• Don't tell me you want to stay, when you really want to leave.
• Don't lie to me, Because it will just end with my fist in your face.
• I don't act well to things like racism, So don't fucking think about opening your mouth with a smart ass comment.
• I abuse everything and everyone in my way when I'm in a bad mood.
• I won't ever tell you why I'm sad, if you continue to ask i will scream profanities at you.
• Don't try and fix me or change me, it just offends me, And I'll end up getting angry.

And finally,

• I am who i am. Don't like it. I don't care, chances are I don't like you either.

It can't end like this, can it?

So; All i can keep thinking is:

• He's going to get with some other chick,
• Things aren't working,
• I'm losing him more everyday,
• Things are over.

And i'm scared its all coming true.I can't stop him from doing what he wants, and i know he is happy. But what happen to him wanting me, and telling me he never wanted to lose me? I'm happy for him, i truly am. But why do things always get bad when they just start to get good? I've lost him for good now. In more ways then i ever though possible. And i'm honestly not doing well.

But a girl can dream, right?