If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best.

Im complicated and confusing. I get everything wrong, and make mistakes constently. Im still trying to find myself, in this critising world of haterd and love and it's not an easy road to walk. but i've learnt to walk with his hand in mine, so slowly im getting there. Things are getting easier, and less confusing.

Haterd is slowly disappearing as love over powers.


Saturday, May 1, 2010

It can't end like this, can it?

So; All i can keep thinking is:

  • He's going to get with some other chick,
  • Things aren't working,
  • I'm losing him more everyday,
  • Things are over.

And i'm scared its all coming true.I can't stop him from doing what he wants, and i know he is happy. But what happen to him wanting me, and telling me he never wanted to lose me? I'm happy for him, i truly am. But why do things always get bad when they just start to get good? I've lost him for good now. In more ways then i ever though possible. And i'm honestly not doing well.

But a girl can dream, right?

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  1. Jessiee.May 2, 2010 at 1:16 AM

    Teash, what happened? Are you okay? I hope things sort themselves out soon. I really hate that you're going through this. I love you heaps

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